Everything will never be the same.

I’ll change school. Change phone number. Change e-mail address. Delete accounts. Everything.

Everything that would make him believe that i didn’t even exist.

I am the worst of all worse. I’ll never see him again.

I will never again be the same person.

But i’m not mad.

I will let him be.

I wanted to work it out this time, but it seems that he’s tired of my games.

Very well then, I’ll just leave as you wish.

Goodbye, my almost loved one.

Okay, this is new.

A collection of my everyday realizations.

My personal reflections.

MY LIFE.

August 29, 2009

I woke up late in the morning. I texted my Angelo as soon as I woke up and then pull myself up. I headed for the dining table to see what the food is because my tummy grumbles already.

Well, the usual food and I ate. After that, I went to take a bath and asked my sister to come with me to my parent’s business.

We were the store keeper for the short moment.

I was really that bored that I just wanted to be with my Angelo but at the same time I was texting him so that eases up the ambiance of boredom.

Okay, hours have passed and everything is still the same. Augh. Makes me want to get away. Anyway, see you then.

-Elainne