Because he was so kind. He do understand me.

I thought I was gonna die to the extent of his departure.

He came back. I was just so cruel. But I promised to myself, I wouldn’t be the same like I was before.

-Elainne

Everything will never be the same.

I’ll change school. Change phone number. Change e-mail address. Delete accounts. Everything.

Everything that would make him believe that i didn’t even exist.

I am the worst of all worse. I’ll never see him again.

I will never again be the same person.

But i’m not mad.

I will let him be.

I wanted to work it out this time, but it seems that he’s tired of my games.

Very well then, I’ll just leave as you wish.

Goodbye, my almost loved one.